119

by John - 2/12/24 5:24 PM

For my entire life 119 has been a powerful number. More then powerful, mysterious, strong, and always a reminder. My birthday is 1/19.
So of course I had a interest naturally. But I cannot begin to explain to you the relevance and timely manner to which this number has shown itself to me in my life.
Every moment of my life has felt to be a path towards awakening or better yet it has felt like a continual birth. Though I have slipped ( sinned) with much repetition I’ve felt cleanse almost as often. I’ve experienced death in a very physical and real sense. As well as rebirth. Often feeling outside my self as if my spiritual self is the location of my conciousness not my outer shell or for that matter my mind. On an occasion where through intense focus, prayer, meditation
I dislodged from my body with a conscious thought understanding that this represented a choice of life or death. I chose forward (death) and instantly traversed to only what I could call “oneness”. Where all was. I laid in this stream of oneness and understood. At some point I was pulled back and slammed into my slumped body. Experiencing all the pain one would call birth. For some time I felt as if a foot was in both realms. An energy beyond description Rested within and around me. The compassion, love and understanding that was within this energy radiated through and around me. 119 was literally everywhere. As this energy has lifted to a degree like fog off of a pond, the memory of such bliss remains. With the numbers 119 and a physical reminder daily. Thanks for for being here allowing 119 to be a focus. It’s been with me in this life since literally the day I was born to it.

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