Anybody here an 8th Born?

by ?ö?þ???? - 2/28/25 4:51 PM

All my life i was an impulsive kid, i was so hyper and often got into trouble for mischief. Son of a teacher who taught in the same school yet not like any other teachers child who mostly excel in their studies. Inlagged behind because i could barely pay attention. Anything and everything that moved or had sound or a beat drew me. Jamming in studios made me skip school. Inguess i can say I had undiagnosed ADHD nowbthat i know about it. Its commom for 90s kid our parents in Asia didn't know back then. As i grew older hyper activity also came forth never ending thoughts. And if you have nothing to do thoughts can get very dark. Butthe never ending thoughts were always racing so i could not get a clear idea what is it im really thinking. So i fell into substance abuse to sort of dial it down. And with that abuse the gateway was open for more of those abuses aka crytal meth but somehow that was ths thing that helped me have a 'staying interest' on the Bible. All my life i could never focus not for a single minute, no, not on the word of God but when im sinning like this and hating it greatly is when i am reading the word and gaining new understanding eaxh day. And each day i use the blank of my mind with my eyes close to think of a lesson or statement in the bible and use the blank of my mind as a hollow space where something resides. Something ancient. It seems like it helps me achieve crazy new understanding from reading scripture. Of course, along with this nothing in my life physically is going well right now. All happened when I asked God to open the eyes of my heart because i wanted to see Him. In fact when i sabb

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