4:44/ 11:19

This would be creepy for me if i wasnt going through Intense synchronicity Stuff for the last 2 years. I had eversince a hard time finding a Place in life which surely was One major reason that lead me to spirituality. I believe i was touched by the hand of God in a night when i sincerely admitted Not beeing able to know what was real. I called for help, after many years of anguish and dispair my mind even went so far to think JC was a part of an interdimensional super programm which was implemented from higher beeings to trap us in a religion like multidimensional sceme in which they need our consent to agree through manipulating our free will into a vicious cycle of reincarnation (batteries = matrix). I came to my realization - with all other things i was right, is Maya, illusion, holographic matrix, but JC is the life, the One who's real. The One who descended from the fields of the first aeon emanation wave, the Word, the logos, through the sun incarnated as a son of man (notice the anologies), as a spiritual teacher, healer, wayshower and Box opener (open the cube and you have a cross) this is the expression of the geometric value what is in the physical plane the Great sacrifice.. In this night he touched the crown of my head and a sparkling warm strengthening energy found its way through me for about 40secs, It was amazing. Never the less i was so stubborn even then i believed this was illusory. It was 2 or 3 days later when my new fire alarm went off at 3:33 and 2 days later i woke up at the same time, like i was supposse to be reinforced in my belief, who else would be so patient with his children if not the God of Love? my grandmother use go tell her stories, she had an esp, (extra sensory perception) a strong Believer, the most of the family never took her for real, neither me i couldnt convince myself oder her astonishing stories... Anyway, in my teenager's i was saying a prayer i remember this feeling, the same energy fontain through my body as i communed with Christ, like na newer experience. Still not enough... Patience.. i've had many rows of numbers that jump "out of the box" was past any mathematical probability. Ok Ro get the circle round: this morning i woke up at 4:44, afterwards went back to sleep and woke up again at 11:19. Numbers i've been seeing a lot lately (11:19, 119). Story why I'm here.