42 ongoing

by DB - 10/04/20 4:50 PM

I had a experience.. it started with using meditation(TM) improperly and going into sleep paralysis and trance like states at night. I had also radically changed my patterns of thought. Extremely low stress and love oriented.

My days were filled with what seemed like magic, my nights i began hallucinating during sleep paralysis. Having dreams of a destroied earth. Of talking with god(he looked like The Dude lol.. and being told if too many know and he raises his hands and asteroids fall.

I began reaserching all religions around the same time. I never believed in magic, or religion.

I had these coincidences like you would not believe and still do. I had a dream of a golden deer. The next day a neghibor tells me there will be a deer tomorrow.The next day I told a man not to come work at my house because i was tired. he shows up anyway with deer meat. He sees my large bookshielf and no bible. He gives me one. I was sitting at the table with it open and he began flipping the pages and telling me to read and dont stop. It was all very odd. Theres so much more to all this.

That night I started typing things almost like it wasnt me in my notepad. Stuff like I am unlimited. I gave myself a name..Lord mvoDOE. at first i wrote it at I ord mvoDOE. I then had these visions. like me in the future in a different life. Not very pleasant ones.

I herd things like.

You chose this body, We all had to go thru this,Always watching know your pain,All for one and one for all, Each one must be carefully made or some will be dark.

At one point i rememver this golden circle and a overwhelming feeling of love and connectedness.

Now theres not so much sincronicity as before. I am also refraining from meditation. My mental additude is also not quite as loving.

BUT I see 42 everywhere, Everyday and to the point where it seems the probablity of seeing it in the ways and frequency I do seem Impossible.

I have no association with the number as good or bad. Only that theres something more out there.

Interesting 42 facts:
sun hits rain at about 42 degrees to make a rainbow.
The symbol for jupiter(the god) also know as zeus looks like a 42
lol ive reaserched it so much idk why im drawing a blank now.

All I can say is I pray for all of us, I wish you all the best.

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